Tuesday, December 28, 2010

heart

enough to trying and never give up...but keep it up....income....same...so don't want waiting anymore...ready to let him go...already to let him go..just already to let him go...heart...be strong...just remind yourself..miracles always waiting for you out there....just find your spirit and strength....




koreajeju in homesick........




headache.....

Sunday, December 26, 2010

fly to your heart.....??

that titile suppose to be fly only onto my heart right.....??lappy...blog...page...all of you..."he gone once again" but don't know how long....foerever kot...may be...i guess...so...i just can smile....i take this words "live and let live"
so...forget bout him and make just your own life...make it clear right....


so....koreajeju...be strong...clear your mind...."change what the flower" to "what the miracle"...let 'em shine by theirselves...


enough to said...


koreajeju...miracle hope...amin...

Thursday, December 23, 2010

yeotaeket kidaryeosseo ( i've been patiently waiting)

what are the ggguuuuuuuuddd news....??hahahah....finally my patient,my waiting,my miss,my ohh...i don't know how to say...already gone...."he give me his number...!!!!what the flower now....yyyyyeeeeeaaaaa..come on lappy...page...blog and all of you...fly to bima sakti...dance and make a happy......:))))))))


messages...


salam


sori


xblas


da ad kat umah da


ad katne?


klo ade mase msg rr


014 5314416


k..tata..


i'm....??read that...my mind..blackout but jump till to bima sakti....hahahhaha....thanks to ALLAH....my waiting is coming...for him...insyaAllah....and for me....insyaAllah ( dengan izin ALLAH )


amin......


moga jodoh ALLAh bersama kita...amin.....kamu.....saya...:)

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

messy

messy..?absolutely correct..don't know but that i feel now....missing pun come join skali...what the flower ntah...??tadi buke ym...ade msg from "die"...happy sangat-sangat...hehehe...:) but agak weird la coz mesej die antar 3 tapi same...


salam


salam


<ding>


only that...but don't know what the motif...makin jadi al pelikan aku sebab aku still smile sampai ke telinga..happy sesangat..die antar mesej and tegur..dah la that time memang aku rindu die sangat-sangat..so bile nampak mesej die lagi aku jump sampai ke langit...yyyyyeeeeppppiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.......:)


but now..dah jadi messy balik sebab duk tunggu die on9 and nk tegur but nothing...die tak muncul....lagi injury coz dah coming balik rindu kat die sesangat...so tell me blog...lappy...page...all yang terlibat dalm menjadikan blog nie..what can i do now....my mind is shut down now...blackout...like in cave...nothing..zero...aaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....only that all of you thinking....SCREAMINGGGGGGGG......


WAITING....
that 's the only way....
thank to ALLAH.....amin....:)


koreajeju iin messy.....sorry....

shall we....??


I Wanna Know You lyrics


Woah woah oh oh
Woah woah 
Woah woah oh oh
Woah woah 
Woah
Woah woah oh oh
Woah woah 

When I saw you over there
I didn't mean to stare
But my mind was everywhere
I wanna know you

Girl, I guess that you're the kind
To say what's on your mind
But you listen when I have something to show you

There's a mark above your eye
You got it in July
Your fighting for your sister's reputation
You remember peoples names
And valentine's are lame
So we'll bring flower just for no occasion, oh

Woah woah oh oh
Woah woah 
I wanna know you
Woah woah oh oh
Woah woah 

I wanna go there where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

You smile, never shout
You stand out in a crowd
You make the best of every situation

Correct me if I'm wrongYou're fragile and you're strong
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/david-archuleta-lyrics/i-wanna-know-you-lyrics.html )
A beautiful and perfect combination

Yeah
Woah woah oh oh
Yeah yeah yeah
Woah woah 
I wanna know you
Woah woah oh oh
Woah woah 

I wanna go there where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself

I like how you are with me
In our future history
And maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so

I thought so
Hu oh oh
Yeah, yeah
Yeah! Yeah!
I wanna know you (Yeah! Yeah!)
I wanna go there, where you go (Where you go!)
I wanna find out what you know (I wanna know you!)
And maybe someday down the road (Yeah!)
I'll sit back and say to myself (Yeah!)

And I tell you, all with me (Yeah!)
In our future history (Yeah!)
And maybe someday down the road (Yeah!)
I'll sit back and say to myself (Yeah!)
Yeah, I thought so (Yeah!)




coming soon





A New Day Has Come lyrics
Songwriters: Moccio, Stephan; Caporuscio, Aldo;




A new day, oh oh
A new day, oh oh

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don?t shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I?d make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush, now
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it?s almost blinding me
I can?t believe
If I?ve been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun
A new day has come, oh

Where it was dark now there?s light
Where there was pain now there?s joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

Hush, now
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/celine-dion-lyrics/a-new-day-has-come-lyrics.html }
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it?s almost blinding me
I can?t believe
If I?ve been touched by an angel with love

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun

A new day has

Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun
A new day has come, oh

Hush, now
Well I see a light in your eyes
All in the eyes of the boy
I can?t believe
If I?ve been touched by an angel with love
I can?t believe
If I?ve been touched by an angel with love

Hush, now
(Ahh, ahh)
A new day
(Ahh, ahh)
Hush, now
(Ahh, ahh)
A new day

my dream....



Touch My Hand lyrics
Songwriters: Kipner, Stephen; Mcewan, Steve; Wilkins, Wayne;

Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonder wall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright
Is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/d/david-archuleta-lyrics/touch-my-hand-lyrics.html ]

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
(Reach out to you, touch my hand)

I'll never get the chance again
(Reach out as far as you can)
I'll never get the chance again
(Only me, only you and the band)
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand, yeah


Tuesday, December 21, 2010

spaces and distance

just give me spaces and distance for a while or moment.....in other words...."alone please"its sound like nonsense but its really really me.....actually i'm really need someone to talk or to accompany but when i'm thinking back it doesn't have....i'm have someone more than anything in this world to talk and to tell anything and make it true mya be...InsyaAllah....amin....sad and disappointed may be when i'm have to be alone..no others....i'm know i have my umi and aboh also my abang and kakak,angoh,achik,ateh and jaudah but i can't tell them what i'm really need...so i'm just make it easy..be pretend like nothing gonna be happen or had happened.All this and that thing or stuff  i want to tell in this blog coz i know nobody will be find my blog or read....sengaje dlm bm nye coz its just like my diary....get mad,cry,frust,happy,miss all that i want to story in my blog..alone....only me and this page and my lappy...sorry...that why i need spaces and distance...that my behave and can't back off.to much story actually i want to tell but my mind shut down sudden...may be....so one thing i just can tell here now..that i remember....

1) Ya Allah..Ya Tuhanku...bukan hamba Mu ini tidak redha dengan apa yang telah kau takdirkan...bukan hamba  Mu ini tidak redha dengan apa yang telah Kau berikan...cuma Ya Allah ingin mengadu tentang apa yang telah berlaku dan hamba Mu hadapi ini....berikan hamba Mu ini kekuatan Ya Allah untuk hadapi segalanya....amin....amin..ya rabbalamin....

2) kalu aku tak suka something or people..boleh tak jangan bother me anymore even one minute...aku memang tak suke....sorry to say but its really me....

3) thinking why other people only study just a little bit or not to hard....still can get dean list or get good result but not for me.....aku dah study macam orang gile....never asleep...just think bout exam..exam...exam and exam....but still down my result...curious..wonder..why...?..why..?????...where the wrong or what..??i don't know....

so only this i can tell now..another will be later..not remember too much....so sorry diary...next time we will be "dating again"...hehehe....

     

something


memang rase sesuatu yang missing...totally missing...tp tak tau ape..tak tau ape thing yang hilang tu.....
nak kate miss someone..maybe kot...tadi lalu kat dpn uitm dungun.....tibe-tibe ingat die....tapi rasenye macam dah tak ingat and miss die....cume rase bersalah sikit la tapi tu dah hilang...
and now..someone lagi.....tadi buke facebook..tengok-tengok die tengah on9..quite shock la..sebab kire-kire macam die tengah keje lagi kat tempat tu..tapi on9..
tapi before die pergi keje sane tu die ade la cakap line sane xtak brape elok...so aci dapat je la...
and this nite..i see him on9..hope sangat..mmg sangat tripple.tripple and tripple...
hope die tegur aku la..tapi at last tak tegur aku...
and final aku yang tegur tapi tengok-tengok tak balas...tengok signal macam off..but still appear name kat situ...and still waiting la die tegur..and at last tak juge...and kau fikir die memang off but tak sign out...
enough to said....
so...aku fikir...just waiting....tapi bukan untuk die..tapi untuk diri kau sendiri.....  

Sunday, December 19, 2010

my pleasure......


Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas - This Is Me Lyrics

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
When you're the shining star
Even though it seems like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (This is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing

Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me


buruj ( constellation )


Buruj adalah kumpulan bintang yang membentuk pola atau corak tertentu seperti binatang atau benda. Contohnya buruj Belantik (BI: Orion) membentuk sebuah belantik (sejenis alat penangkap binatang); buruj Pari (BI: Southern Cross) kelihatan seperti ikan pari, dan Buruj Biduk (BI: Big Dipper (AS) atauThe Plough (UK)) berbentuk sebuah biduk.
Perkataan buruj berasal daripada istilah Arab iaitu برج (burj) (tunggal), بروج (burūj) (jamak). Lain bangsa, lainlah persepsi mereka terhadap corak buruj itu. Justeru, nama buruj juga berbeza. Dalam contoh di atas, orang Melayu di Nusantara melihat corak empat biji bintang berbentuk segiempat dengan tiga biji bintang lagi sederet di dalamnya sebagai sebuah belantik manakala orang Yunani dan Rom Purba melihatnya sebagai susuk tubuh manusia iaitu pemburu bernama Orion.
Kesatuan Astronomi Antarabangsa telah membahagikan langit kepada 88 buruj, 12 daripadanya digolongkan dalam kumpulan yang disebut zodiak.

Surah Al-Buruj

Surat Al-Buruj (Arabسورة البروج‎) ialah surat ke-85 dalam al-Quran. Surat ini tergolong surah Makiyyah yang terdiri atas 22 ayat. Dinamakan Al Buruuj yang bererti "gugusan bintang" diambil dari perkataan Al Buruuj yang terdapat pada ayat pertama surat ini.


Isi kandungan

  • Sikap dan tindakan-tindakan orang-orang kafir terhadap orang-orang yang mengikuti seruan para rasul
  • Bukti-bukti kekuasaan dan keesaan Allah
  • Isyarat dari Allah bahwa orang-orang kafir Mekkah akan ditimpa azab sebagaimana kaum Firaun dan kaum Tsamud telah ditimpa azab
  • Jaminan Allah terhadap kemurnian al-Quran.



Alhamdullillah......one more miracle was happened......masyallah...cantik and indah sangat-sangat kan......
it so good if i have been there while this miracle happen...
sujud syukur akan ku lakukan.....aminnn.....



Tuesday, December 14, 2010

too,very,so.....and so on....


offshore platform petronas 

entah kenape tiba-tibe rindu nak pergi tempat nie..nak pegi sangat-sangat....tak tau kenape bile tengok gambbar nie sume rase ade...nak nenges...sedih..nak jerit and nak cakap "i don't care anymore about what the world want"
i just want my life..my real life.....
tempat nie memang cantek sangat-sangat..kalo boleh tak nak balik and nak stay situ lame-lame....resaonnye memang none....
cuma yang aku tau mungkin sebab "dia" keje kat offshore and lambat balik lagi...
and aku sebenarnye memang nak pegi sangat-sangat tempat nie.....sebab nie la tempat untuk aku buang segala masalah..all that thing yang ganggu jiwa dan otak aku....pas tu balik umah nanti x perlu risau ape-ape sebab sume prob dah buang kat situ.....
aku harap sangat-sangat dapat pegi situ...i just want to be alone for awhile....
Insyaallah...amin....

aku kagum ngan tempat nie sebab di sinilah kejadian Allah kite dapat tengok....suem kite dapat tengok...langit..matahari..awan dan langit...burung...
indahnye....masyaallah....

miracle....is happen now....
alhamdullilah....

Sunday, December 12, 2010

don't kid me around...!!!!!!!!

you ruined my life...my future..my happiness..my ego..my everything.....!!!!
tak tau nak marah sangat kat dia sedangkan dia langsung tak tau apa-apa...
nasib baik dia tak de depan mata aku..kalo tak dah lame aku bagi backhand tak pun bagi flyingkick terus masuk laut dan duduk lama-lama kat platform tu...
dah la pegi dane tak bagitau dulu..tup-tup senyap..aku nie yang dah half died duk tercongok tunggu dia malam-malam...(kononnye setiap kali dia on9 dia akan tegur aku...koya lebih...hahahaha) 
tau la pegi tak lame..2 minggu keje..2 minggu cuti...ok la kan..tapi the probnye..reunion tu dah la die tak pegi sbb keje...nak jupe lg la...no telefon x ambik sebabnye malu nak mintak..tunggu die mintak dulu....kihkihkih....
tapi apa yang pasti kat sini aku nak cakap sangat-sangat yang aku marah dia..nak ngajuk ngan die....nk bagi backhand,flyingkick,and nak bagi all that thing..biar die rase sakit skit..biar die rase betapa terunye tinggalkan orang without leave any messages.....
aarrgghhhhhhhhhhh........
die memang teruk........
die memang sengaje ( walhal die tak tau ape-pae pun)
die memang nak kene marah..
die sengaje nak cari pasal....
die memang sengaje nak suruh aku rindu die....
waaaaaaaa....memang rindu die sangat-sangat....
kamu.......cepatlah balik.........dah nak nanges nie........waaaaaaa...


tetibe je kan ade air terjun...hehehehe
comey kan......comey sangat-sangat.....
saje je...kan tengah marah nie...dah la rindu...tu letak air terjun..suruh sejuk skit hati nie....
nt ble die balik tak la teruk ngat die kene marah...hahaha
at least dapat flyingkick cukup la....hahahahahaha

kamu......maaf...sengaje.....

Saturday, December 11, 2010

still missing....


Incomplete"

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

missing.....



Ajai & Tunku Mimi - Kayangan

Bukan aku tak cinta padamu
Bukan aku tak sayang padamu
Tapi harus ku berdiam diri
Kerna itu yang terbaik
Telah ku tunjuk kepadamu
Telah ku katakan pada hatiku
Tapi tak pernah ku nyatakanya
Kepadamu sejujurnya
(Korus)
Bukan niat untuk mengecewakan mu kasih
Tapi kau tahu
Cinta sukar bersama
Kerana diriku
Tidak dapat lafazkan kata-kata cinta
Kita hanya bertentang mata
Hati pun mula bicara cinta
Cintamu dan cintaku
Tak ada hujungnya
Tuhan saja yang akan akhirkan cerita
Akhirkan cerita cinta
Cerita cinta kayangan
Ikut saja kata hati
Mungkin cinta kan bersemi
Antara engkau
Bukan aku tak cinta padamu
Bukan aku tak sayang padamu
Ikut saja kata hati
Mungkin cinta kan bersemi
Antara engkau dan aku
Cinta kayangan kita
Cinta kau dan aku