just give me spaces and distance for a while or moment.....in other words...."alone please"its sound like nonsense but its really really me.....actually i'm really need someone to talk or to accompany but when i'm thinking back it doesn't have....i'm have someone more than anything in this world to talk and to tell anything and make it true mya be...InsyaAllah....amin....sad and disappointed may be when i'm have to be alone..no others....i'm know i have my umi and aboh also my abang and kakak,angoh,achik,ateh and jaudah but i can't tell them what i'm really need...so i'm just make it easy..be pretend like nothing gonna be happen or had happened.All this and that thing or stuff i want to tell in this blog coz i know nobody will be find my blog or read....sengaje dlm bm nye coz its just like my diary....get mad,cry,frust,happy,miss all that i want to story in my blog..alone....only me and this page and my lappy...sorry...that why i need spaces and distance...that my behave and can't back off.to much story actually i want to tell but my mind shut down sudden...may be....so one thing i just can tell here now..that i remember....
1) Ya Allah..Ya Tuhanku...bukan hamba Mu ini tidak redha dengan apa yang telah kau takdirkan...bukan hamba Mu ini tidak redha dengan apa yang telah Kau berikan...cuma Ya Allah ingin mengadu tentang apa yang telah berlaku dan hamba Mu hadapi ini....berikan hamba Mu ini kekuatan Ya Allah untuk hadapi segalanya....amin....amin..ya rabbalamin....
2) kalu aku tak suka something or people..boleh tak jangan bother me anymore even one minute...aku memang tak suke....sorry to say but its really me....
3) thinking why other people only study just a little bit or not to hard....still can get dean list or get good result but not for me.....aku dah study macam orang gile....never asleep...just think bout exam..exam...exam and exam....but still down my result...curious..wonder..why...?..why..?????...where the wrong or what..??i don't know....
so only this i can tell now..another will be later..not remember too much....so sorry diary...next time we will be "dating again"...hehehe....
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